My limits.

My limit this week and last week seems to be children in fed and dressed in the right place at the right time with the right stuff.  I haven’t done any washing for a week or so.  I have run out of clothes.  I have a load of washing clean and wet.  Need to dry it tonight.  I may be running out of clean school uniform.  I thought about taking the washing over to Paul’s today to use the tumble dryer but it was just a thought I didn’t actually do it. 

I’ve had enough, nothing is changing, nothing is improving.  I have been off work for 10 months.  Severely lacking in energy and motivation to do anything.  Someone tell me what I am doing wrong.  Someone tell me how to change, how to heal.  Someone tell me to do or try something I haven’t already tried.